Literature
what hurt the most
Why do I do this everyday,
always push people away,
they wanna help me, I say no,
I lock away my feelings so they don't show.
I feel so horrible, I can't say sorry enough,
And I feel horrible because I really messed up.
I wish I could go back, and change what I did.
I feel so horrible about the things I said.
Cry and bleed and walk around in the rain,
I'm drowning in this sea of shame.
I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I hurt me.
I'm so fucking sorry I wish you could see,
Why do I always do this everyday?
Push and push until everyone's gone away,
And I'm left lost and ripped wide open,
And all because of myself, I am broken.
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